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STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN It may not be easy to start all over again but the hope, thrill and excitement gives me the zest I have been missing. I am no longer with "Teddy Bear". It has been two years now since I have last spoken, seen or even heard from him. He was probably stolen by some specie who may have thought the bargain was worth it. To that specie, I say: Have him all! The "evaporation" was his choice, not mine. And for this reason, my conscience remains clear and my spirit vibrant. I know who the loser is, and I am certain it aint me. I miss my boondocks though, it will always give me the ecstacy I lust for. The calm, serenity and solitude will always be part of me, I would even vouch it is what keeps me so passionate about life, it's the longing for these kinds of moments. Moments that may come and go, and the least one can do is capture every second of it...embracing it, for it may be too good to be true and yet snapping out of it can hurt even better. Now is the moment that I can say, I have overcome! It's done. It is accomplished. It was never my plan to "band-aid" the hurt. I can take it head-on, and I prefer it that way. Everytime I heal, I become better. And I like it. Promise! I am making the best of my life this time around, I shall surround myself with priceless luxuries...conquering all that I want. Hmmmm....just watch me! Thursday, January 24, 2008 11:21 p.m. E-mail me! Back to Top Wednesday, August 24, 2005 05:55 p.m. E-mail me! Back to Top Thursday, January 27, 2005 03:11 p.m. E-mail me! Back to Top |
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